Like, 3-4 of my “friends” who are in a relationship with someone in the military have gotten married in the past week, which all have been dating that person from 6-9 months.
I’ve known my boyfriend since I was 16- now I’m 20, have been best friends for the longest time, and have been dating for 2 years and 2 months now. AM I READING THE RELATIONSHIP MANUAL WRONG OR WHAT I DONT EVEN KNOW

It kills me not to have Chance around. I didn’t want to leave him today at all; having to wait until next weekend to actually spend time with him again, just kills me. I hate being apart from him. It literally feels like I’m missing something within myself. Nothing is as bright or pretty without him.
I want to make the best, out of the time I have left with him, before he’s sent somewhere else. I know that’s still a bit away, but, the time I get to spend with him is never enough.
I keep hearing about them being sent to Japan and California, places that are extremely away from here, and it just.. It hurts. To know that I won’t be able to be around, at all.

My favorite raw uncut rough diamond ring, I hope I get it someday!

I’m in love with raw uncut rough diamonds now. They’re just as beautiful as polished ones.

I can’t stand the way Chance’s family members act towards him. They act like Chance owes them everything, from his time all the way to his privileges. Ever since I got involved in Chance’s life, Chance wasn’t a big concern in his mother’s or sister’s life. As soon as he joined the military, “Oh, my handsome son, a Marine!” and a bunch of other bullshit, just for social media attention. Yet, before he joined, when he was working three jobs, working his butt off, to get all the things he wanted and needed without any help, they never even bother on telling him that they were proud of him or brag about him, nothing. Now, “But, you’ve been back home for a week and haven’t even bothered on spending time with us or talking to us, and just want to go and spend time with Nelly”; he can’t do anything while being stationed there. My family and I, go out of our ways to go see him and spend time with him- even his stepdad, who isn’t technically his stepdad anymore-, if not, we would never get to see him. The only way he can come out of base is with another Marine, which is hard for him to find a “buddy” to come out with, or a immediate family member. It’s ridiculous how they live 20 minutes away or so, and they can’t find a bit of time to go see him, when I, who lives 45 minutes away, can. Not to mention, the day he graduated from bootcamp, his sister was out in vacation at Disney, when she made it to her stepsister’s bootcamp graduation at the same base a few weeks before. And his mother, on Family Day, wanted to go shopping around the base instead of spending her time with him, and of course get his military discount, instead of just asking him how everything was.
End of story, I can’t stand either of them. I just hope Chance realizes he has us to relay on, and always will. I love him with all of my heart, before and after this military chaos.

I’m very happy I got to spend a bit of time with him today though. I can’t wait to see him again. ❤️

We’re so different. We’re hot and cold, fire and water. I’m loud, you’re quiet. I talk, you listen. I’m crazy, you’re sane, but that’s why this works. You fill in my missing pieces and I complete you. I guess that’s why, despite the questions and challenges, I still believe in us and I still believe in this. And as long as we have each other, I think we’ll be alright.

(Source:, via thelovewhisperer)

So, my boyfriend got me really cute underwear and lingerie, as a little gift. I can’t wait to wear them around him. 😍

I’m so upset. I planned on spending this whole weekend with Chance, but of course it didn’t go as planned today. Just wasting time trying to find “buddies”, when I could’ve just gone visit instead. I was just looking forward to all of it so much, I haven’t spent any long-term time with him, I crave it.
I just hope tomorrow goes well.